Spiralling In

Spiralling in, out, and somewhere in between existence's consciousness' subconsciousness' unconsciousness' perceptions versus realities finding meanings versus misinterpretations learning versus understanding knowinging versus pretending to know doubting versus believing giving advice and it's not taken versus not giving advice being literate versus not being literate disagreeing versus agreeing being emotional versus being apathetic adhering to one's self versus whatever everyone else wants you to adhere to living in reality versus living in a fantasy factualizing falsehoods versus not believing in these falsehoods fictionalizing history to fit victors and layman's biases versus finding the truth about history fictionalizing unpopular truths and facts versus taking them as absolutes proud of yourself versus not being proud of yourself and every other this versus that scenario!