Spinning Vortex

'Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit around and wonder...' Wonder how things would have turned out if if I never spoke to you Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit around, wondering Wonder what would life be like if I only saw you out of the corner of my eye never to say a word Would I ever aspire to know you or would I look at you as some random someone not important enough to know... Are you kidding me I would never do such a thing I'd have to be the coldest warlock in all of history I'd have to be our old French teacher married to the hunchback of Notre Dame Laugh if you must, I know you know the joke but this has nothing to do with her but this has nothing to do with anyone else This is just about you and me and the growing empty space that's coming in between Ever since we parted ways as lovers parted ways as a loving couple never to be separated, a double dose of irony here we are separate ends of the world standing in hour glasses, each turning tides looking at the other from a view upside down And I can see the scowl on your face or maybe it's my obstructed view but I can see the scowl on your face is it from the lack of my words of friendship reaching you or is it from all the people of the world stepping on your toes, preventing you from running away I don't know, I wish I did Adryanna, talk to me Adryanna, speak to me Adryanna, yell at me do something I just want to hear your voice one more time see your face one more time slap my face just so I know you can still see me that I'm not invisible to you Adryanna, I apologize for all I've done to cause you pain and yes I should have listened to your warnings that we may never talk again and yes I very hate the idea your predictions came true Adryanna, where is my best friend I know things have changed I know you've changed but still can I have my best friend my friends are limited but I always thought you would be that one friend I could always rely on Adyranna, we are two spinning vortexes but I am spinning in reverse trying to become human again my hand stretched out to beg you to come back with me I don't care about anything else I just want my best friend to come back to Earth realize I'm not invisible that if I fail today I'm just going to keep trying to bring you back Adryanna, I don't care I just want you back I just want... to listen to the saddest songs sit around and wonder if you'll ever come back to me back to Earth or remain that vortex spinning away from me