Source of My Existence

He said, "The Transporter thinks you're demanding." How could that be with I say please, thank you, and kindly? Honestly, the Great Aunt once said, "... they think you're soft." To demand that life treats me kind, I know of kindness To demand respect, I cook up and serve respect To demand perfection, I stand a perfect model to the world. This constant flow of bitter/sweet reflections I see show cases of thoughts, words, and deeds, Highlighted upon walls of my mind, how kind! Today, I am becoming as new leaf of spring, that's Sprung in concert with petitioner's petitions- The Source of my existence evergreen strong. *