Soul Point of View

I wonder how long I’ll watch you Even though you is really me Waiting for some light to walk through Perhaps I’ll see something heavenly Or return as a form upgraded I thought I’d feel blissful and free But I feel more akin to jaded Like leaving your shell cast aside Is relinquishing what I created Where this other self chose to abide Wondering if this begins the end Unsure where I live, now that I’ve died Maybe it’s yet to be, status to pend Or in time suppose I dissipate If time is no more for me to lend So I’ll wait here in a hazy state End up there or fade away here Or if it’s not quite too late My tangible eyes will open, before I disappear May 5, 2022