Sorry to our love

I can never be everything you wanted me to be You wished for us to hold hands together With me, you should always be holding my hand I want to change for better But Can't help moments between us They are taking me back to my dark past In denial with your love It is sad for me too In love with you was true But scared of losing me is way more true It's quite a choice between you or me? I know choosing “you” would be easy It will hurt less number of people Restore happiness in an entire family Help you relieve a bottle of joy. “Me”, will just be hurting me But I can't lose myself to live with you I can't feel us if I can't feel me I can't do this anymore I don't need time, I don't need anything All I need is for you to be happy Just saw your face now, all sad and teary, Knowing the reason is what we had! I regret saying yes in the first place The little reckless me was up before a thoughtful me Silly I was to say yes, Without knowing how things at worst might be Well!! They're gonna suck! And I wanna fall out of the loop Before I am dragged in Cause I am pretty sure I can never come back Out of it this time. To me, letting you go is my best thing and my only thing I can do for us. Truly, I am sorry for loving you and making you fall in love with me again.