Sorry To Hurt You So

There's so much I need to say Please don't turn and walk away I never meant to hurt you so I feel so bad and low Something just came over me I'm apologizing, hear my plea Losing control of my senses Breaking down all my defenses Anger taking over fast Demons having a big blast Of fun without no remorse I was being rude and course It took a while to calm down Seeing your face wear a frown Now I'm searching words to say To make everything OK My brain tryna figure out What caused me to scream and shout At a friend so dear and true I'm so scared of losing you From our happy life as I Put tears of sorrow in your eyes