Sorry

so waking up without you sucks and I cannot hide my pain I wish our words had never come to make me walk away I love the way you hold me as we drift to dream each night but my mouth spits venom poison as we wake with dawns new light I don't know what makes me this way and I wish it wasn't so because I've never been in love like this but I know I have to go so please My Love, keep loving me even when I'm gone I promise you, I'm trying and I'm far from being done