Sometimes When I Speak

Sometimes when I speak I speak by myself Because I feel so weak But as they say everyone for himself I sit and wonder Wonder if I would ever find a helping hand I toss and turn every night ponder Where to go what to do what to blend I say I just need an ear An ear to lead me the right way Or just for a sec pay attention hear What I would like to say I say I just need an ear to shout Shout loudly because no one dares to let me out