Sometimes

Sometimes I prefer the storm, When chaos wants to be the norm, The eye will pass and come again, But still cannot contain the wind... Sometimes I prefer the hate, That the closest circulate, Till envy wants to be my friend, Then watch it turn right back on them... Sometimes I prefer the pain, To see how much I can sustain, What doesn't kill me makes me stronger, What doesn't fill me keeps me longer... Sometimes I prefer the lies, And times they don't apologize, Reminding me what truth is known, Is defining me for "I" have grown... Sometimes I prefer to take, The misery that they gestate, So anyone that's close to me, Can have a way to set it free....... Just sometimes .....