Sometimes

Sometimes, I write poems, Not because I'm Wordsmith, But to compose pain, That filled my vessels When my smile feels weak, To tell my family how I'm doing. Sometimes, I don't regret, Being a victim of a dying nation. Because my mother's land, Obligated me, To see diamond graves, and beautiful guns. Sometimes, I feel like being alone with my shadows maybe that's the best way To communicate with my friends and fear. Sometimes, I feel like the cloud isn't watching the surface of its beholder, For I seems to burn It's bloom from blood-stained lines.