Someone's Little Sister

It hurts because; we were once so close until drugs made you a drifter. The person you used to be... I miss her. It's as though I lost a piece - the best piece of me && now I'm just someone's little sister. I'm scared because; you doesn't see your beauty,  or shout with courage anymore. I'm scared because you’re hurting and I don't know what to do. I'm just someone's little sister who's afraid of losing you. I'm angry because; I knew - you denied - and so begun the divide. Their fingers pointed back at me, and I became the liar fueled by jealousy. boundaries were formed while others conformed. but "family protects family" until you're just someone's little sister.