Solicitation

Now I want you To be there Like evening when work is done Something better than expectation To look forward to Despite we being only met Since the rising of the sun. It is hard to imagine A leaf fallen Before my love could but And left me with so much This pain manifest something older A form That mould the figure on the eyes Something older And here unknown before Waiting for you To materialize in it The heart shudders then For more than mere suddeness of love Your absence squeezes My confession out. I am struggling To define The sudden lost of you. Shall I dream of summer still Holding hands over dunes of sand Kicking waves with laughing feet To see your spray kissed face Bloom concentric pearls Will we go there To caves and blue lagoon And where the river falls Recover our one self From grave errors of the past? Say not now It is worst than what is in my head Worst than weary thing unsaid You must be there like evening When evening comes again Everyday at end of day I open door and mail And find nothing but a watery soup Of promises O cruel, cruel, cruel sunset To so charm and delude at horizon To say make the promised heart to fret O be there again when evening come Give no answer to imagined forgetfulness Or remembered suddeness of death,