So Much More Then Before

So this is it Where I take my place In these ever changing seasons As I turn I learn where it all went wrong Where time cut me so deep In that moment of judgement I ran away I took a place that was not meant for me I've wandered past my sanity Right past all those signs I feared it all Oh how it consumed me The tradegy of trying to fit in It was no accident when all of it collided So many mortal wounds How did I survive Barely by the skin of my teeth Oh the scars still so visible Almost like they could be cut again As I reflect on where I am at now I am not even close to what was intended for me I write so many words I explore so many emotions This moment in time right now Is where all my decisons will come full circle I pray they are all I need to see I am so much more then before.