So many tiiimes

I keep telling you to move on on your own I keep telling you to leave me the hell alone My mind is stuck on stupid it seems My heart is everlasting and it beams So many times I told you — Let go of me — let me fall if I’m able to do so So many times I whispered — Let me die…let me die alive in your arms tonight Let me be free Let me be liberty Let me be out of captivity Let me be…happy… If you can, Help me to love all I hate me… It doesn’t make sense, does it? I’m unfree I’m ugly… I’m a loner infinity times infinity You’re nuts like I am… You’re the one that made me feel less than human I am a long lost lamb Many times, I made several lame excuses and also a lot of mistakes in my past… Hope you’d forgive me entirely… For everything terrible that I did to you eventually… So many times I tell you — You’re perfect in your flaws You’re a beauty amongst the ugly You’re a freedom kingdom I long for… You’re the one I adore…a shining shore… A sunrise sunset to the core… I keep telling you to move on on your own I keep telling you to leave me by your side for heaven’s sake!