So Live and Love

I didn't DECIDE to be unsure when he holds me in his arms.
I didnt DECIDE to question it the first time he mumbled "I love you'
I didnt DECIDE to sit on my bed late at night wondering if he actually cared
I didnt DECIDE to be just a bit panicky that he wouldnt show after being 5 minutes late
I didnt DECIDE to be worried that he could stop caring at any. given. moment. 
I DID decide to give him a chance because I deserved to be loved and cared for and maybe hes the one to help me through what others did to me. 
I DID decide to let him kiss my hand and tell me that he'll kiss it forever.
I DID decide to smile and kiss him and tell him I loved him just as much, maybe more
I DID decide to text him my worries at 1am and answered when he called immediately 
I DID forgive him for being late, he couldn't find his keys and he loves me.
I DID decide to accept that he loves me and that yes, he could leave, but even if he did, I'll be alright. And I'm even better by his side right now, so live and love in the moment.
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Date: 11/20/2018 6:03:00 AM
Tyra, welcome to PoetrySoup. I do believe you have found your new "family". I love the way you capitalized DECIDE and DID. This was a powerful write. Glad you are on board, even more glad you gave him a second chance. I hope all worked out!
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Tyra Moore
Date: 11/25/2018 1:43:00 AM
Thank you, that means so much!
Date: 11/19/2018 12:37:00 PM
Living in the moment and letting feelings grow is the way to find lasting happiness. You have the right idea Tyra. Very nice to meet you. Welcome to poetry Soup. I enjoyed your poem! Aloha, Connie : )
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Tyra Moore
Date: 11/25/2018 1:42:00 AM
Thank you! I totally agree!
Date: 11/19/2018 12:15:00 PM
love is a risky endeavor. well done. and welcome to PoetrySoup :)
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Tyra Moore
Date: 11/22/2018 9:17:00 PM
Thank you very much!
Date: 11/19/2018 9:13:00 AM
Interesting poetry, full of emotion, i like that..Love the positive, 'yes take the hand now, it made never be offered again.' Theme,,overall love this, please write more....
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Tyra Moore
Date: 11/19/2018 10:13:00 PM
Thank you, I love having that certain headset to live in. You never know when you're gonna lose something you love.
Date: 11/19/2018 8:05:00 AM
Loved It Babygirl! Beautifully sad said your dad!
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Tyra Moore
Date: 11/19/2018 10:12:00 PM
Thank you!!
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