So Baffling

How can you look forward to a future looking through a horrific past. I had to grow up alacritous.I ran before I crawled in the grass. Fought many fights, A couple of them whooped my ass. Every day can’t be to be strictly only stress in. Faced many mistakes while learning my lessons. Had to close a few doors to attend my true blessings. It’s adamant to stay strong on my feet. Carrying a rib caged heart that constantly skips a beat. Gasping for understandings behind hot breath that don’t care. I continue to embrace love regardless of emotions,fears and feelings that are so baffling to bare.