So?

So? Now what? I'm not really sure what you mean. are you kidding me? I'm trying to LIVE my life and your trying to tare it down? I don't care about love I don't care about lies I did what I did because I was unhappy I was afraid of losing control and everything was so different I need one person in my life and so where so close to making the cut but I knew your were not... I am sorry and fighting is not my way I only believe in myself but I'm telling you to burn in hell I'm not going to fight and I'm happy your with someone but you should know more than anyone that I'm still here too I am sorry but I can't make life any simpler So? Now what? ...this...