Smoking Gun

Everday I do it, then exhale its warm
poison. It cools me , lets me think as if 
Ididnt have a brain of my own. In the 
mist of it all, the world puases for that 
moment life unhinges.

 As thoughts 
splash my mind like waves
and paranioa brushed my goose
bumps as i shiver in its influence and
my sanity sips through the cracks. 

I had told myself ''its the last time'', a lie
that to sooth me as this is the only
validation i'l ever need
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Palli Avatar
December 22, 2012 at 8:56 AM
can feel the emotions.
Horsman Avatar
December 21, 2012 at 5:18 AM
this is sad, Ronny, you have the power, through your wonderful poetry... use it, we are waiting for more...
Tams The Golden Girl Avatar
November 26, 2012 at 6:08 AM
Give em up Ronny, they'll get you in the end. A very vivid write Ronny, and thank you for stopping by my work, that is much appreciated xx
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