Smile Its Your Birthday

it seems like an eternity since ive seen ur smile the fact that uve been gone still has me in deep denial a lot of stuff has happened since ur smile left this earth gatherings, eagles losing, parties life changes and brooklyns birth a lot of people miss u greatly n think about u everyday our last picture together on my dresser it will stay ur deep voice, ur humor, ur kindness is what i tend to miss the most ur passing forever broke my heart but our memories i hold close i must admit, i did hit rock bottom drugs n alcohol i used to cope i took ur passing very hard i started to give up hope but i looked into brooklyns eyes n caught a glimpse of u u probably would have kicked my ass sober now i stay true mom also met a fine fella u actually would approve no need to kick this guys ass hes good to her n the kids to madison is so smart n beautiful byron is turning into a handsome man there both striving so well u should be a very proud dad two of ur friends got engaged there so cute n its exciting news i hope they live a life of happiness i know u would feel the same to ur brother misses u the most hes coping the best he can he misses u as much as i do he was ur biggest fan ur neighbors n friends also stop by ur page reminiscing about the good times the laughter n good chatter ud engage thank-god for all the music its a good way to deal with pain in life cause without u here with us its like eating steak without a knife im over trying to understand i feel ur in a happier place you had ur own reasons your demons u finally faced but in a couple days ur birthday we will celebrate the big thirty seven u turn teasing u old man woulda been great your always in our hearts in our thoughts forever jay so while ur up in heaven... smile...cause its ur birthday :) http://youtu.be/Qy1LXL0606Q