Sit and Wonder

If I find myself within a crowd My mind drifts away, this room is too loud. To any of the people I rarely hold a feeling I shut them out, I'd rather look at the ceiling. I never mean to hurt or disrespect I know sometimes it has this effect. Within my mind I feel most at home Every bit of information stays stuck in my dome. My mind can't be stopped like the rain or the thunder I'm in fantasy land, I'm always at wonder. What, where,when, why, who and how Should I really be eating this cow. A billion questions that rarely get an answer I'm not an Einstein nor am I a chancer. The purpose of my existence i been trying to find I know the answer is locked in my mind. Down with the demons into the dark obis A lesser man couldn't do this. I have the strength within my heart To pull me out to where I did start. They had me trapped with the things I did crave I've broken free I'm no longer their slave. My eyes are wide open my mind is now free The bigger picture I'm starting to see. This world is nothing but a Truman Show Everyone is watching you must know. Judgement day will come to use all I sit and wonder if I will fall.