Silver Love

i gave up i lost my mind i'm numb inside my silver phone with a piggy sticker on it the back pops off but the phone doesn't go off then my silver love falls out not my first silver love for the one who stole my heart took that one i go another but shh she dont know i place it all down a drowned rag in alcohol rub my wrist clean go back to my silver love pick it up careful she may bit my fingers i drag her once for she is new she may not know what to do i drag her twice she still doesnt bite the third time's the charm with a little more pressure like milking a snake the red pours out like a broken lake i twist my wrist flex it twice it starts to sting everytings all right i make her bite a few more times just a little nothing to big but wait the first wont stop the rag+pressuer stops it from flowing but i move my hand OH CRAP it keeps going more pressure long time ok better now my mind relaxes i feel find i put my silver love back to rest in the back of my silver phone with the piggy on it the phone still doesnt go off then go to sleep to rest my mind