Silent Symphony

I'm feeling locked inside I'm shouting without a word Nothing to be spoken Nothing to be heard No one here to listen To my silent symphony Nobody to sing along No one here but me I still don't know what's wrong Or even what to say I don't know what depresses me I can't go another day Waiting for the time to pass But will it ever move? Will my life continue Down here in the gloom Or will it rise above this? Up above the pain Is this a tearful cycle Or a level in a game Still I just don't know Why am I even here? What is the point to living Will I ever understand? Do I need to stay here If I am just a blink A small moment in time Nothing much to think Why is leaving such a sin? Why must I cling along I just need to understand What verse I'm at; what song Will it ever brighten? Will it ever change Will I find my meaning Will I find my range For now I'm singing by myself Without knowing the words Cause in this silent symphony I never will be heard.