Silence of a Tear

Dreams aren't what they sometimes seem, my eyes travel deep into the thoughtless clouds trying to figure out what they actually mean happiness,joy,& pleasure is what my soul seeks pain,hurt,& pressure is what my heart leaks anger shapes my mind pride is very much unkind weakness & negativity slowly combine as the river of my feelings quickly unwind my mouth struggles to try & find the words I remember in the beginning my heart was eager to love willing to fly higher than most birds