Signs

In this life I live in sometimes I feel lost What is life worth living and at what cost? Time is ticking by, and I don’t know what to do What are the signs to follow, what is really true? I’m drowning myself in sorrow and I got something to confess I wake up everyday sad and feeling depressed The pain is so intense it burns like a fire No matter what I do those flames seem to go higher and higher. I’m always standing on my two feet, but I seem to be falling down This emptiness and sorrow really make me drown I’m always trying to not think of the hurt and pain I feel What is the case? Is it fake or is it real? Is there really something out there for me called life Or is it like a poison like a stab with a knife? Looking back to the old days when I had my dad there He would always show me love and always really cared. I’ve disappointed a lot of people especially my dad I’m always dreaming of the life I could’ve had No matter what it is I miss the old days that I had Because no matter what I went thru I always had my dad. I hold you close within my heart and there you will remain To walk with me throughout my life until we meet again Today God I ask as you’re listening up above Would you go and find my dad and give him all my love? 1/4/2022