Signed Your Lovely Affair

Smiling when I see the red Laughing at the faces filled with dread Images of you fill my head Sound asleep laying in our bed The air smothers me like dust My blade is slowly starting to rust The blood, the pain; It's just enough Blacking out my meager strife as things get rough You never knew How miserable you made me You never once tried to see All of this is because of you When you find me in the morning Will you even begin mourning? No, I think, I doubt it, All you'll do is start running My eyes begin to feel dense Each breath is now making me wince You will find my note covered in bloody prints Spelling out what made me do this On the note the answer is there Letters spelling out YOU WEREN'T THERE! Signed Your Lovely Affair