Showing the Way

Alone in this house I sit Wondering if I have a place in this world will I ever fit? I feel so empty And yet so creepy I want to go outside and enjoy the beautiful day, Watch my children laugh and play. It feels to open outside, Go in, stay out when will I decide? I try to focus on the prettiest flower, Lord give me strength and power. I feel it start to rise in me, The wind picks up, it's nice and breezy. I just needed to take a step back, And realize I don't have to give into an attack. I can do this, I quietly hiss. I will make it threw the day, Because God is beside me showing the way!