She's Beautiful

She’s in my dreams? She’s in my sky She’s as beautiful as the burning sun In the middle of July She’s a kid But she’s not She’s beautiful Any way she comes She’s like angels in my heart Trying to set a flame? She’s here in my head And always on my mind She’s cute and she’s shy She’s in my head? And in my dreams She’s not mine but hopefully someday she'll be? The woman for me So there’s this girl She’s beautiful And she’s reading this Right now Tell her the way she makes me feel inside I wish I knew how And she probably feels the same But unless she poured it all out I’ll have no clue Sometimes you don’t get what you want But I just hope I get what I need… You I had my friends Passed time as magicians? Turning our bodies into seas Hate to leave the morning breeze Spent the last few years chasing The highs that only exist in my mind Can’t wake up if I never slept Can’t be here if I never left? Melted cells into memories Friends became enemies I never want this to end And why should it have to Time was never my friend And now I guess she never was back then I look at her She moves me I want her She’s beautiful She laughs at me I don’t care She screams at me I love her She cheated me I held strong I’m thinking She’s crying I comfort her She pulls back I proved love Now I’m done Her smile She’s on fire She’s disturbed She’s so fake Her smile She’s on fire She’s disturbed She’s so fake She’s tired of the sex I’m tired of the lies She’s tired without love I’m tired of her cries She lied to me She needed love She betrayed you I wasn’t enough I’m not to blame The sex is Now I’m gone She means nothing She’s beautiful But she means nothing Am I staying for the happiness? Or am I staying for the humping Some days going through all this gets old Am I waiting for a phonetical ring or a wedding ring? She may be beautiful but that’s usual Is beauty really everything?