She wrote

With a pen she wrote a story,
Stretched across her old notebook.
About a girl who wanted to be noticed,
And a boy who refused to look.
And she wept and wept and wept,
Leaving an inky, tear-sodden page,
But she swept the issue under a rug, 
And brought it all down to their age.

With the same pen she wrote,
This time on a newer, nice notepad.
About her dropping, declining grades,
And how her parents were so mad.
And she tried and tried and tried,
To hold her emotions behind her eyes,
And she realised she would never be good enough.
No matter how hard she tried.

With a drag and a puff of smoke,
And something alcoholic between her lips,
She wrote drunkenly on a piece of paper,
About how her life had come to this. 
And she winced and winced and winced,
At the messy drawings on her am,
How some were faded, how some were fresh.
How she could cause herself such harm.

With her crimson wrists the subject, 
And a piece of broken glass.
She wrote her final story,
Before her body would finally pass.
And she stayed silent, silent, silent.
She was a stature laying in red.
She thought
“What use to words on paper have
When I am already
Truly
Dead.”
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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Agustin Avatar
January 30, 2024 at 6:13 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Bell Avatar
January 28, 2024 at 11:29 AM
Growing up is really tough, and so are so-called goals put in front of you. If the older woman could look back on the younger girl, she would realise this. Great poem.
Rodgers Avatar
January 27, 2024 at 9:40 AM
Dear Alice, Your poem is a powerful and moving piece that captures the struggles of a young girl who is trying to find her place in the world. The way you use clear imagery and raw emotion to convey the pain and heartache is truly remarkable. I was particularly struck by the way you used the metaphor of writing to explore the different stages of their life. From the old notebook to the newer, nicer notepad, you show how her experiences have shaped her writing and her outlook on life. Blessings, -Daniel
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