She Was My Bestfriend

I can't begin to explain 
so can you just imagine the pain 
of the torture to my brain day after day 
I'm enraged going insane 
was never supposed to be this way 
but now I'm here once again 
try to cope but it hurts instead
All I really want is for it all to end 
Fully drained I'm walking dead
Pictures in my head
Wonder if you really did it in my bed
Did you ever love me or was it just pretend 
I'll never really know but she was my best friend
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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A   Avatar
February 8, 2016 at 1:27 PM
DEEP WRITE.... LINDA
Richards Avatar
March 2, 2015 at 6:08 PM
Wow had a similar experience i like it boo
Nunez Avatar
March 2, 2015 at 2:02 AM
Hauntingly sad, said with such candor. A 7. Welcome to Soup, ShnKimMel. Hugs and smiles. :D Kim
Pinet Avatar
March 1, 2015 at 12:50 PM
Your tears seep out of your words and dampen the emotional fires alive within your verses. Emile. #7
Moorman Avatar
February 28, 2015 at 7:53 PM
I've been there! God saw me through it and sustained me beyond measure. He can, and will, do the same for you if you place your faith and trust in Him.
Ebbs Avatar
February 28, 2015 at 7:23 PM
I am sorry for your pain...betrayl is a hard pill to swollow. There will be tomorrow better than today. There is a saying when you are going through hell, don't stop, keep on going. Thank you for sharing...
Clarke Avatar
February 28, 2015 at 7:37 PM
Thank you Ed! That's what I'm doing hoping for a better tomorrow!
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