She Was My Bestfriend

I can't begin to explain so can you just imagine the pain of the torture to my brain day after day I'm enraged going insane was never supposed to be this way but now I'm here once again try to cope but it hurts instead All I really want is for it all to end Fully drained I'm walking dead Pictures in my head Wonder if you really did it in my bed Did you ever love me or was it just pretend I'll never really know but she was my best friend