She Thinks

I sit here, on these steps Just thinking; I just know, She can't start to conceive. (what I'm thinking) How I feel right now, Isn't anything close to what I told her. I told her a penny, Compared to a dollar bill. She can't possibly start to imagine Just what I'm wishing. And she thinks she knows Just what I'm feeling. I wish I could tell her. I would start tearing Before I even spoke. What if she won't believe me. She won't understand. It's not worth trying for, It's only worth dying for; It's not worth being.