She Said

She said " I need you and I want you"! I tell her the devil wants me too. She looks at me, like screw you. I grab her hand and say what do you want me to do, if I don't love you. Then she goes off saying " You kiss me and you said you loved me. I would of said anything so you could get with me. I just wanted someone to hold me. She says " you just broke me" I say what was you hoping?  That my heart would open? Are you joking? I don't trust nobody and I'm trying to stay focus. I hate myself for this, but I don't regret none of this. I'm sorry and not everybody is lucky-Mario Perez