Shadows of An Unseen Dream

Deep inside that dreadful shadow Desperate longings come about As I was falling out Of a world so deep inside What is this feeling of self-pride Never felt so incomplete Down in this shadow so deep As I weep My eyes away Wishing I could stay This way away so far Inside this fear so dreaming less I doubt that I could ever confess These words of mine I design This world of mine if its happy, sad, angry, or mad Red deceives the wondering eyes Brown makes the dead rise Blue always carries lies in the wind Green means rich ground has sinned Colors are choose by me in shadows of an unseen dreams People who are my savers Seem like strong gladiators People who are evil goodness in disguised Try to get baptized But soon I realize that they are false Treading on Gods foot steps they are They beat depressed anger on whats fare And what they can not reach If only in my dream I could teach Them to be kind But they follow the condemned one And can not be saved by the one true son Shadows of an unseen dream Execute my self-esteems But this dark world of mine is what I may wont it to be But only I can see it Shadows of an unseen dream drift away, because Im not an infant Memories so far down inside Can only hide So long as shadows are undetected Life is happy rainbows and butterflies Till it is recognized