Shadow Stages

all i am is a shadow boxing on each wall wanting you to see me yet you walk by as always the color of my life is clearly nothing the attraction of my presentation is exactly the same life would feel like an everyday autograph if you even knew my name alas, your name i will never know your lips i will never kiss certain parts of you i will never savor i guess i will just beat the box and go about my normal existence my imagination will e filled with visual versions of you when the ceiling begins to collapse, i immerse myself with the feeling you arouse in me the art that i draw in my mind takes the place of technology and machines i collect lollipops to represent each wish i submerge in i select pages of pictures that my brain's camera can only capture when the bough breaks, my sanity will fall out comes my only company....frustration and all....