Shades of Grey

grey,grey,grey!! no,it's not a colour;it's life!! dull grey, it's not a colour, it's a feeling of lost; like spending father's day alone, alone in a one room apartment; it's watching a friend leave after an arguement, wishing you could take back the words, but unable to; it's standing by the grave of one's parent, wishing for lost opportunities, the chance to ask forgiveness, to make amends; grey,it's hearing an old song, one you once called,"our song", but unable to share; it's seeing an old picture, and remembering, days gone by, and of chances long gone.