Selfish Me

Selfish 
By Lola B

Maybe i’ll never see who i pretend to be
In memories I perceive a victim of fateful dreams
A call for arms in the early morning dawn
Alone to face the Echoes of times I knew I was wrong

The piercing light is bending around the metal frames above
Monuments of divison trying in vain to win this pointless game
I stand apart, yet still I do the ing same thing
Conquests of progress; these selfish words I sing

To own these warm rays of bitter summer sunlight
To know that no one loves without this winless fight
Cause who am I to judge these tortured souls without wings
When I still cannot accept myself without the constant suffering?

The evil I see are the same demons in my dreams
I see; the killer in me is the killer in you
With every selfish thought; the spoken words are never new
I find that i’ll never be pure; and love is never clean
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Mcgee Avatar
June 7, 2019 at 2:19 PM
Lola...this is powerful and I can feel it needed to be written out. Thanks for sharing. Jeanne
Dee Avatar
June 23, 2019 at 8:45 AM
Thanks jeanne! This came from accepting the negative parts of me as well as the positive..knowing that i can be selfish or kind, and how to focus on myself less
Dee Avatar
June 20, 2019 at 7:51 AM
Thank you!
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