Lartoria Brown Poet Bio

Self Revlations-Tribulations

Self Revelations-Tribulations 

Lord I didn’t lose belief in you 
My intentions for not coming to your place or visiting your home
Was for I had consolations that had to come to understand on my own
I bare no doubt  into the pattern you place into my life
For you inputted a design that so unique 
I couldn’t mist what made you put so much work into me
I was shaking my head than yelling thank you lord
Scrubbing floor instead of chasing teen-age boys 
Trying to push forward by loving education 
Young woman trying to explore 
In my mine I thought I was being me 
Prayers begin to praise 
I’m saying not me stop glazing at me 
Don’t bawl heads down for me
Cover my face for they could see 
God shame, shame for me 
I aloud dark clouds to hover over me 
I believe in you so strongly
My morals they begin to shadow my beliefs
I did know there would be troubles along the way
I just didn’t know that my own family would take so much away 
I work so hard to rise 
I tried so hard individuals could see my eyes were getting so tried 
But they spoke to you because stranger new I was hiding me 
Working so hard to raise above the family you gave me 
Yes lord it hurt me to face reality 
I felt pain for so many days 
But you allowed me to sleep when times my haunted soul used to awake
I understand you give but than you have to take 
No mistakes I used a lie to console my mine 
My heart wanted to try 
Metaphor instill in me my mine strong my hearts just weak 
But you working on me 
Tears they have to come, hurt has to maintain  
But never lose faith in your lord saver name

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