Seeking Solace Under the Sun

seeking solace under the sun seeking refuge from your wrath knowing that i have to go back home under the sun i think of nothing under the sun i go back to something knowing that i have to go back home it is here that i am in my freest state it is here that i can most easily be me knowing that i have to go home i enjoy the feeling of just doing nothing i enjoy the feeling of just saying nothing knowing that i have to go back home getting a reality check from the rapidly rising moon getting a reality check that it is no longer noon knowing that it is time to go back home driving in circles around what used to be a peaceful paradise driving in circles around what is now just an eyesore of a torture chamber knowing that the solace i now seek everyday is more than a dozen prayers away