Secrets Unsaid

Imaginations Suffocating sanity Thoughts of you Being too long Without you Wondering What ifs With the heavy hidden words That never reach you Being afraid Embarassment and self blame Asking for trouble Though it is love Cautious consideration Like status, age , colour Eventhough it should not matter But cannot help As these doubts will always find a way Back in my head My situation Never good Long way to go To recovery So painful Not wanting anyone Too close to feel it Though I want to love you I just can't My body Hurt and broken Unable to hold you Cold heart of mine Frostbite on your soul Breaking you down Bittersweet lips Taste of thorns Dripping unpure blood Untasteful after I am cold Let me go You are safe away from me I love you Always hoping things better for you Though I am no longer By your side... © Sue Sanzz 2020