Secret

Secretly, I wish to be a norm; A poster girl for Herbal Essences, A model strong enough to walk Down the catwalk. Secretly, I hope my sister conquers all And takes me away to where I canx Actually sleep on cotton clouds. Secretly, I wish I could not wake Up in the middle of the night to leave My home one night and not return for weeks Secretly, I let a secret slip and I told You all my secrets of my indiscrete life. Please don’t tell my secrets to Even your closest friends. Because secretly, I would be jealous For I have no friends to tell my secrets too. Secretly I want to rip out all my IVs, please Hold my hair back as my daily reactions occur Secretly I want to secretly escape this life And live a life of impulse and carelessness, But of course these are just few of the many Secrets I hold secretly in my weakened heart.