Second Thoughts

there are never enough seconds in the given day to understand why you are the first thought that enters my brain dust from book covers knowledge held secure within a blue moon appears once every twenty years sensitive to touch - I am your kiss was everything how I held you close and you would begin to sing your smile - was so genuine your soul - was oh so real your scars - they told stories about how you would always heal there are never enough seconds in the given day to understand why you are the first thought that enters my brain I sit in awe sometimes and questions - they arrive too many phobias - i have fear is what keeps me alive I never will forget you I promise you with a full heart you will always be inside there you will remain there are never enough seconds in the given day to understand why you are the first thought that enters my brain people enter your life for a reason - this I am sure no more sadness no more pain