Searching For the Light

As the sun sneaks into my bedroom, I hear the birds chirping, Chirping so happy as if life is good. Their greeting to a new day. All I want is to leave this place. All I want is to feel their happiness, Their ability to love but most of all, All I want is to have a new life. A new beginning, Perhaps even a new identity, To make myself over and escape this life. I feel abused, I'm unable to fight back. I am so tired of fighting, But I have a plan for the future. They say it's almost time. I have to trust them. I have to trust someone. I need to find that light. Searching, Searching,Searching. Looking up into the eyes of the, One I trust the most. My heart, my soul, my life. I see her hand and I grab it, As if it is my lifeline, Then she holds me close, Never letting me go and All I hear is Let's go home.