Searching For the Light

As the sun sneaks into my bedroom,
I hear the birds chirping,
Chirping so happy as if life is good.
Their greeting to a new day.
All I want is to leave this place.
All I want is to feel their happiness,
Their ability to love but most of all,
All I want is to have a new life.
A new beginning,
Perhaps even a new identity,
To make myself over and escape this life.
I feel abused,
I'm unable to fight back.
I am so tired of fighting,
But I have a plan for the future.
They say it's almost time.
I have to trust them.
I have to trust someone.
I need to find that light.
Searching, Searching,Searching.
Looking up into the eyes of the,
One I trust the most.
My heart, my soul, my life.
I see her hand and I grab it,
As if it is my lifeline,
Then she holds me close, 
Never letting me go and
All I hear is Let's go home.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2022



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Date: 8/2/2022 11:30:00 AM
Hello Shirley, oh Shirley, it is sad. I know you want to leave there. I sense you will when the time is right. yes you have to trust someone. That is a good beginning. In the darkness we must search for the light. I sense you will. Hugs,
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Darlene De Beaulieu
Date: 8/5/2022 10:40:00 AM
Shirley I hop your nightmares ends soon. Hugs.
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Darlene De Beaulieu
Date: 8/2/2022 3:26:00 PM
Hello Shirley, oh this is GreaT NEWS///. I am happy to hear that you will get your legs and hands fixed. I would like to get my dreams analyzed. I do not have nightmares. Just some dreams that make no sense. Yes i know your poems are from your dreams. Your welcome my dear friend.Hugs.,
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Shirley Hudson
Date: 8/2/2022 11:48:00 AM
Hello Darlene thank you so much and yes, I will leave here soon but not for a while. Great news!!! i have a consult to see ortho to fix my hand and my legs, so things are looking up, but the nightmares continue. I would love to get a degree in analyzing dreams and nightmares. As you know my poems are from my dreams. Thank you my dear friend and take care.
Date: 8/2/2022 12:13:00 AM
Whoa Shirley very heart wrenching beautiful. It made me feel really sad. Deb X
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Shirley Hudson
Date: 8/2/2022 11:35:00 AM
AWWW Thank you. You've made my day. Actually long story short...spider bit me paralyzed me and I'm just now beginning to walk again. The poems are a huge part of me, my soul and my heart but i keep fighting. You need to read "the darkess of my soul" then you will understand everything. Thank you for your sweet dear comment.
Date: 8/1/2022 4:51:00 PM
Expressive and emotive work you have penned in this one. Creative lines. Sara
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Shirley Hudson
Date: 8/2/2022 12:00:00 PM
Hello Sara, yes I have to give it up to my dreams, they are responsible for my poems. They say write what you know, and I do. I've had a long road of trying to come back from a snarly spider bite. The fighting deals with me being paraplegic for over 2 years and finally starting to walk again. Thank you for your comment i appreciate it.
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