Searching for a flawless dawn

Off the sharp edge of the world, am I stepping? Do mirrors start whispering as shadows prepare to sing? The way it looks through me, its soul swallowing Where do I flee from here to delay from disappearing? Pull me out, that I might find my reckoning My feet grow weary of all this merciless sleepwalking Deafening, I hear my heart softly breaking Wandering through this maze; pining thoughts, forever aching Pains past now present, a conclusions threading Through every year, no cords cutting; my dreams were fruitless and fading Am I found incorporeal, shy of dissipating? The weight of sorrow is fully capable of suffocating Falling out of love is hanging me by strands unyielding Yet, in the blind, I continue seeking out light still glimmering Searching for a flawless dawn; where my heart finds its healing In this broken cardiac state, I find my reflection staring