Screaming in Silence

Screaming in Silence In the depths of my soul, a cry echoes through A scream in silence, only You can hear it true Doubts creep in, like shadows on the wall "Is Your presence real? Do You hear me at all?" I pray for sunshine, for light in the night But rain keeps falling, and darkness takes flight My plans, so carefully laid, crumble to dust Half the time, it seems, Your way is not my trust If i never understand, or ever see the promise land Yet, I'll choose to trust, though unanswered prayers am gone trust the way you work even if it breaks me. Remain a mystery, beyond my mortal cares Your ways, oh Lord, are not my own But I'll surrender, and make Your will my home In the silence, I'll wait for Your voice A whisper of hope, a gentle, loving choice To guide me through trials, and testing times And prove Your promise, that You're always on my mind Though doubts assail, and fears arise I'll stand on Your word, and lift my weary eyes To the hills of hope, where faith is made And trust that Your goodness, will forever be displayed Even when answers don't come, as I desire I'll rest in Your sovereignty, and Your heart's fire For You, oh Lord, are good, and just, and true And Your plans, though hidden, will see me through. So if you give or if you take i will let you lead the way even if it breaks me