Schizophrenic

Stop talking at me like you know my deepest fears… ^^???^^ You know nothing. ^^&&&^^ You give orders, strange twisted orders… ^^___^^ and expect my full complicity… You want me to do what???? Why???? ^^()()*****()()^^ Under whose authority? ^^??^^ This is some kind of sick joke isn’t it??? Answer me!!...... ^^!!!@@$$$%$# @@!!!^^ These wary friends, my head they crowd. This constant noise, they get so loud… Torment, anguish, the wish to die. The voices sound so shrill, so dry. Rat tat tat on my skull they go The lights have dimmed, LET'S START THE SHOW!!! #$&%*$$$$##* @))@ @))@ @))@ @))@ ………………………….. What’s wrong with me? Where have I been? What have I done? Why have I sinned? What happened here? This blood amiss. This stranger’s fear. This lover’s kiss? This smoking gun. This sickly fun. Excited hearts go Thump… Thump… Thump……. Now I’m calm, I wish to rest. Their will is done, I tried my best Prisoner’s dilemma, these bars so thick This pain that shoots up from the wrists.