Scarlet Tears

Fires ablaze within my eyes,
A smile concealing all my lies,
Screaming, begging, calling out,
A final, frantic, desperate, shout.

Scarlet tears drip from each vein,
A vehement covet to end this pain,
This silver blade, stays by my side,
Because all hope inside has died.

As each day ends, and darkness draws,
The devil toys, with all my flaws,
I'm helpless, alone, a worthless mess,
A broken child, he must address.

I'm tempted when he calls my name,
A way out, an escape, an end to shame,
To make it feel a lot less real,
A deal with the Devil, in blood must I seal.

They'll say I died of suicide,
But no one knows how much they've lied,
It wasn't a rope, a blade, or pills,
That broke my soul, and gave me chills.

I died inside so long before,
To live each day, an endless chore,
Pills could not kill what was already dead,
A twisted soul, an empty head.

In darkness I wait, in silence, alone,
Rose-tinted nostalgia, all around me has grown,
I beckon the devil, with the key of self-harm,
And I open the door for him, with the blood of my arm.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Kinch  Avatar
June 23, 2018 at 2:28 PM
That penultimate verse, I feel the pain. As always Daisy your poetry touches my soul.
Pett Avatar
May 14, 2018 at 5:50 AM
Hi Daisy, thank you for directing me to your page, You express your thoughts exquisitely through your poetry due to the wonderful natural talent you have, this talent is something most people do not possess me being one, thanks for sharing my friend. :)
Tyrrell Avatar
May 15, 2018 at 5:51 AM
your poetry is amazing sir and thankyou so much xx
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