Scared Of Falling In Love

Before we enter this relationship, Did I already lose your love? Before we become intimate, Did you already meet someone new? Each time I want to fall in love again, Something wrong is bound to happen. I was ready to make you mine, but Someone stole your heart from my grasp. Am I doing something wrong with you? I took caution so I don’t lose you. Am I finding the wrong type of people? I chose you because I trusted you. I just want to be careful with myself. I don’t want my heart to shatter again. Your feelings keep changing like the seasons— How do I know they won’t fly away? I need to get over this fear of losing you. These situations keep happening because I didn’t have the courage to tell you how I feel. I’m losing sleep over what could have been. Am I doing you wrong, or Is it the other way around?