Scared

I'm scared to get married. Because If I died who would carry. My kids when life gets rough because life is not a story with fairies. I don't want my kids to see me get buried.  Dying is not scary. I'm just scared, because when I get married it's not just me.. And if I have a daughter. She is going to need my love and me.. I don't want her to turn into the America girl that I seen. Looking for love in the wrong areas and thinking that's what they need. I hope they are not shame of the family tree. Because that's what made me.. They have a part of me. Who is going to tell them that they can be whatever they wanna  be-Mario Perez