Saying Goodbye

I don’t know what to feel What to assume Things just don’t feel right I don’t know If I can continue to go on this way Continue to pretend that everything is okay Pretend that my heart isn’t breaking more and more As each day passes I feel like you want to break free And disappear from me As hard as that fact is to take I have I have accepted it Just tell me that it’s over I will be the first to go I just don’t want to be the last to know How you feel You claim that you love me But the words have lost their luster Your actions tell me something else They tell me that the time to say goodbye Has arrived It is inevitable I have tried to fight it Ignore it Yet it still lingers over my head Like a gloomy cloud They say saying goodbye is never easy But can someone tell me why does it have to be so hard?