Saudade Act lll

Saudade acT III

Eyes sewn shut
Can't see you hide me
Hurts so bad
This pain screams 
     "Hate me?!!!"
Angry for this hate
You made me
Made me hate this life
     "Berate me!!!"
Penetrate
You mastuerbate me
A loVe so sicK
     \\\Sew Stitch///
My eyes bleed
Erotic play
Death in my mind fiends
I wish you'd take this life
Despite me
     \\\Kill Joy Lies///
You came inside me
Fantasize and still my eyes bleed

It's my heart fell right beside me
Left behind
Please stay to find me
It hurts so bad 
This pain screams
     "Angry!!!!"
Erotic play
Love lies then leaves me
Make me hate
The way you hate me
Colored lights so bright they blind me
If you could feel
You'd feel my heart bleed 

If you could feel
You'd feel my heart bleed...

by Christian AleXander
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Adams Avatar
November 21, 2019 at 12:01 PM
powerful write...one can feel the emotion of this one...
Alexander Avatar
May 18, 2020 at 12:34 PM
Thank you Sandra I appreciate your feedback. I'm glad you enjoyed this piece.
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