Sadomasochistic Twerp

In heady elevated state 

Breathing tempered heart rate and
blood pressure at an acceptable level

Smile broad upon my face 

Dare I say even possibly momentary happy


Given this ?

What I do and cones next

Makes absolutely no sense at all

As I do the complete opposite

That what makes me unhappiest of all

So given this ?

Should I then be considered 

Sane or in full control of my facilities at all

Or have a sadomasochistic destructive personality

Or am merely just plainly stupid and not 
really worthy 

Of have being being blessed with the gift
of a brain at all

Sadly probably the later 

Because in reality I am a dumb schmuck
even at the best of times

And don't do myself any favors or
help myself at all
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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